Forgive me Father...

[Lex van den Berghe]

haha I'll never trust anyone

[Amanda Kimmel]

Not even me?

[Lex van den Berghe]

ESPECIALLY not you

[Amanda Kimmel]

Oh come on, we ruled SBB1 together!

[Lex van den Berghe]

Using my double vote on Sierra.

Candice talked to Rob and is pretty confident that he's voting with us. She was confident of that from the beginning though and he's been on the fence this whole time...so I don't think she owns his vote as much as she thinks.

I didn't wanna spend points but I don't really care. Rewards, points, items, etc. Not really my thing. I like the numbers game. As in each player counts for 1 vote. Mixing that up is cool but it's not my cup of tea. So I don't have much a problem using up my points for it. I had 10 already after only 2 rounds. I'll get more. Plus this vote is gonna be the one that gives us majority back so it's a good round to use it on.

Even IF Todd/Alina/Rob are telling the truth, better safe than sorry.

I hope my one extra vote is the one that boots Sierra to Redemption Island.

[Lex van den Berghe]

There's also the possibility of Sierra getting Todd and Alina to buy prizes. I guess if they wanna take Candice out that badly then they might do that. Just another reason to use that double vote

[Lex van den Berghe]

PM from Sierra:




heya lex. no hard feelings, just so ya know abt voting me or anything. candice told me what was going on so... yeah.

good luck in the game and ummm... sorry i rubbed yo uthe wrong way again, i guess, or whatever happened...


and i'm still voting alina, just so ya know. i wanna prove the point that i'm not actually that bad. hope it's not too personal.



and i wasn't after you, for what it's worth.


take care

[Lex van den Berghe]

PM from Sierra to Rupert

good luck in the game rupert, i hope you do better than lex

actually i hope you AND candice do better than lex. lol. you seem really nice and she was honest enough to tell me so... kick some ass!


and thnx for not being insulting to me and calling me like a cancer and stuff like lex. i appreciate that!

rock on!
then a second pm
oh and just so ya know i'm still voting alina. i dont really see the point in changing and i just wanna prove a point that i'm not actually that bad hehehe

hahahah

WOW BIG SHOCKER THE BASTARD TURNED OUT TO BE A BASTARD

Is she honestly surprised? I've voted her out D1 in each game we've been in after she decided to be a PSYCHO. I lied to her face in each of those games and she was stupid enough to think I wouldn't do it again.

I sure hope she's leaving!

And if she doesn't want to be labeled as being negative for our tribe, she shouldn't be negative for our tribe!

[Lex van den Berghe]

well that was unfortunate

sierra fucking sucks. robs gonna kill himself apparently. candice is pissed. todd lied to me. alina obeyed her orders. jimmy thinks he did something. rupert doesnt know whats going on. and im drunk!

oh well at least it wasnt me!

[Lex van den Berghe]

Brett 2:39 am
loooool
SECRET TIME? It almost WAS you

g1nger23 2:40 am
oh boi!
lol why didnt you just tell me
i wouldnt have cared
i knew it was me or her

Brett 2:41 am
i knew it was going to be her
but Todd almost switched it
but Bryan is more scared of your wraith
than Erin's

g1nger23 2:41 am
hahah
wow

Brett 2:41 am
because of sbb1

g1nger23 2:41 am
that surprises me
ill have to deliver if he betrays me then
i literally wont stop
harassing him
like i did to jeff in malaysia
should be fun!
why did todd wanna go for me?
what a prick

Brett 2:43 am
because bryan was whining about not wanting to go for Erin of course!

g1nger23 2:43 am
ohh

Brett 2:43 am
so todd tried to be nice
and change it for him







Todd, you little weasel. I even liked you buddy! That's pretty rare for me.

Also lol @ Rob being scared of me. That's funny! ;D

[Lex van den Berghe]

New PM from Sierra:

hey lex. sorry if this ends up being a little long... don't worry, i'm not here to bitch at you or be crazy or anything like that. i feel like you should know, i didn't realize how close rob was with you guys. i got that he didn't want to vote candice all of a sudden, but only at the end, by then it was too late. just wanted to let you know he did have a pretty big internal struggle and he's beating himself up for it now.


if i'd have known he was as close to you guys as he was to me, i'd have stressed to him more that we need to try and work with you at any cost. see, my biggest regret now is that he never told candice how close he was with me and he never told me how close he was with candice, and with you guys as a group. if he had bridged that gap between us all, i really do feel like we would have had a lot more incentive to make something work that would be beneficial to us all instead of just going at it with eachother like always ends up happened.

why is it that you and i are always put on the same tribe together when we're in the same game? what kinda cruel ass joke is that anyway



i am not sure why rob sided with me over you guys, it sounds like he's none y'all longer... my best guess is the way we treated it, respectively. i was trying to make sure he told me who HE wanted to vote, and i was talking to him about the possibility of working with you along the way (not last round in particular, however)... i was trying to be respectful as possible and in continuously boosted y'all up. you, candice, colleen, rupert... i dont know if brett is a part or not but him too. and i was doing my best to TRY and connect with y'all, but it wasn't working, except for possibly rupert a little bit but i still get the feeling i annoyed him too.

point is, i don't tink it's personal. i feel like he was put in a realyl shitty position and i feel like maybe he chose to side with me simply because i was treating the situation with respect and being as giving and nice as possible, while you were calling me a cancer and saying i was spreading rumors. i don't blame you, i've not always been the best person in these games, but i hope you see now or will atleast start to see that i am not a cancer. i'm not here to do anything but play out my final game in amanda's series because it' my favorite. i am not oging to fuck with her game, she is the best host ever, in my opinion, and i really do believe i am her biggest fan.

so... just hope that you will begin to see that as the game progresses.



now, i am obviously, as it stands, going to probably end up voting you if we go to tribal council, as this same tribe, and you will probably end up voting me. i want you know that if YOU'D like to, i am open to talking. i honestly don't think we'd be able to come to any real understanding or any agreement that would last very long but, if you want to, it's worth a shot in my opinion. i've wanted for a long time to actualyl get to know you, and for you not to dislike me and be out to get me, cause believe it or not, i think i'd like you quite a bit. if i got to know you. but that's beside the point.

i just don't want you to feel like no matter what i'm automatically coming after you because you voted me and led the charge against me (in my understanding), because that's not the case. i genuinely am just going with the flow, here, probably more so than most almost anyone.







thnx for hearing me out. and whatever you decide, and whatever happens, no hard feelings. i know i was a total bitch in the past, and i know i probably have it coming. and also, if at all possible, could you ugys try and take it a little bit easier on rob? not talking abt whether you go after him or not or whatever, just emotionally, he's on the edge now... and i don't want him to get pushed over it. he's got a bad history of being too emotional, as you probably know.




sorry that was so long. i had a lot to say, i guess.


take it easy and thnx for hearing me out

I'm gonna kill her.

[Lex van den Berghe]

Just had to pretend to be on good terms with Sierra over AIM


It made me want to throw up!

[Lex van den Berghe]

Rob keeps crying to me on AIM about how everyone hates him now blah blah blah.

I've been pretending that I CARE to him. Does he really think THE BASTARD is a good person to talk to about his feelings?

Sympathy is not exactly my strong suit in case you haven't noticed!

[Lex van den Berghe]

Bryan 6:58 pm
she pmed me and said "fangogot" if youre gonna throw names
at least spell it right


lol'd

Word filter Rob!

[Amanda Kimmel]

Yeah I told him about that... it's not very hard to figure out that I censored the naughtiest words.