Forgive me Father...

[Lex van den Berghe]

Alright, SIERRA TIME.

Fuck her. Honestly. She's the craziest person I've ever had the displeasure of playing with. I hate every IM she sends to me. I hate talking to her. I hate being on the same tribe with her. Her and I had to hold down the fort the other night during the challenge so I had to interact with her at 4 am. I was not happy.

Immediately after we won the first challenge, she IM'd me and started her bullshit already.

Sierra 11:19 pm
yo while i have you
i got a question that i'm not sure i should ask

g1nger23 11:19 pm
lol
it's fine
what is it?

Sierra 11:20 pm
okay so jimmy johnson was wondering, as was i
if we vote out alina and we stick together, whenever that may be...
what happens to us after that?

Sierra 11:21 pm
i mean, he didn't want me to ask
we were just talking abt it earlier, so dont tell him i said anything

g1nger23 11:21 pm
lol
i have no idea
i'm not particularly close to candice or rupert
they both voted me out of malaysia
and i dont even know todd

Sierra 11:23 pm
wow
see cause the way he made it sound to me was that y'all were together
and we should just bide our time

Sierra 11:23 pm
hope for another tribe
but then i started thinking like...
there is the manchuria people o nthe other tribe
and rupert told me he wanted to try and kidnap brendan if they lost to break them up
i was just wondering if maybe our whole tribe could just stick together?
cause he made it sound liek there was a division, sorta deal

Sierra 11:26 pm
we should try, if possible

g1nger23 11:26 pm
lol yes
that's how i've seen it
trust me
i've been pretty nervous since those three have voted me out before
jimmy/candice/rupert

Sierra 11:27 pm
i see
i didn't know that

g1nger23 11:27 pm
so i'm trying to keep us together
because i like our tribe

Sierra 11:27 pm
i figured y'all were just atu-alligned

g1nger23 11:27 pm
lol no

Sierra 11:27 pm
i'm open for sale
just so ya know
i got rob

g1nger23 11:27 pm
yeah

Sierra 11:27 pm
who is on another tribe


g1nger23 11:27 pm
i figured that much
but honestly
if somethines up
i'll be sure to tell you

Sierra 11:28 pm
yeah no prob, i dont wanna rush gameplay

Sierra 11:28 pm
i just wanna get in there before jimmy johnson does

g1nger23 11:29 pm
haha
okay
well i really dont think theres a division or anything within our tribe
let's just try to stick together

Sierra 11:29 pm


g1nger23 11:29 pm
and not even worry about that stuff
talking about rumors and such isn't gonna help us

Sierra 11:30 pm
exactly
i guess what ur saying is STFU?


g1nger23 11:30 pm
hahah no

Sierra 11:31 pm
lol thnx for hearing me out

g1nger23 11:31 pm
i just don't wanna focus on that

Sierra 11:31 pm
no i was kidding

g1nger23 11:31 pm
you know what i mean?
since we're doing well

Sierra 11:31 pm
yepperZ

sorry, i have a weird sense of humour i guess
i am kinda taken aback by you talking to me
you know who i am right?

g1nger23 11:31 pm
yeah haha
of course
eliza

Sierra 11:31 pm
okie cool
well yeah
but before that

g1nger23 11:32 pm
stacey
etc

Sierra 11:32 pm
that's like tame me

g1nger23 11:32 pm
haha

g1nger23 11:32 pm
it's cool
let's just put that stuff behind us
and focus on this game

Sierra 11:32 pm


g1nger23 11:32 pm
and try to win some challenges

Sierra 11:32 pm
sweeeeeeet
good to know that, i wondered because you really dont seem to care
i seem to have this thing abt me where i think if ppl know me it's a bad thing
so... thnx
i gotta go for a bit

g1nger23 11:34 pm
haha
nah i dont let past stuff get to me
fresh start for everyone

Sierra 11:35 pm

well keep me in mind for the future
i'll be honest abt the people who like me and those who dont and ummmm... i'll try and win when we need it
and as of now there is only one person i cannot ever vote

and i also dont expect to win
lol.. .sorry
talk to you later

Sierra 11:37 pm
sorry to sell so hard... i DO feel how annoying it is but i still have nothing going on so i gotta do what i can, hope ya understand

g1nger23 11:37 pm
haha yeah it's cool

Sierra 11:37 pm

STOP FUCKING SMILING

This happens EVERY time with her. EVERY SINGLE TIME. It happened both games I've played with her. Our tribe is looking great, and after the first challenge win she all of a sudden decides to be a dipshit. She IM's people and spreads rumors and talks shit about everyone. She tries to pin people against each other thinking she's some sort of mastermind and that we'd never figure out she's the one doing it. In reality everyone makes fun of her and knows she's pathetic.

Things like "don't tell so and so i'm telling you this but..." is another word for "I'M MAKING THIS UP, DON'T TELL THIS PERSON I SAID THIS BECAUSE THEY'LL TELL YOU IT'S MADE UP"

I like the part where I tell her we need to stick together as a tribe and not worry about this bullshit and she agrees, yet SHE'S the one who constantly starts this shit.

Our tribe is doing pretty good but she's pulling us down. She's a cancer for this tribe.


HOWEVER, Jimmy's a fucking idiot as well. He's the most useless, untrustworthy player I've played with in awhile. In the TB group chat, Candice made a joke about sending Jimmy to redemption island. Jimmy then posted in that chat (that included players from other tribes) that we have a Malaysia alliance on this tribe. Ugh.

Then, seconds after Candice made her joke, Jimmy IM's Rupert and tells him that we should get rid of Candice if we lose because she's not faithful to the Malaysia alliance.

Really Jimmy? Betraying our alliance in order to get rid of an alliance member is being faithful to the Malaysia alliance? Fucking idiot.

I'm on a tribe full of psychos and morons.

Once Sierra goes, Jimmy's next. I'd much rather have Todd and Alina with us than Jimmy. Any day. I spent the first week of the game talking about how awful Sierra is with Alina. Rupert worked on buttering her up (oh lawd) in order to secure her vote against Sierra, and he said he got the impression that I DID turn Alina against Sierra after our chat. Good news.

[Lex van den Berghe]

Also, I may have made an awful decision of bringing Rob to this tribe.

At first I was totally against it. I wanted to let Rob sit on his tribe and be eaten alive because that's funny. I don't remember why I came around to the idea tbh.

According to BRETT, Rob said he would "never ever vote Sierra out". Apparently he promised her. Rob's also butt buddies with Jimmy. They're gonna make an annoying threesome.

Candice seems to think that she has Bryan under her control. She better. Jimmy's gonna be a pain and try to kill Candice and Sierra will obviously do whatever the fuck she can. Rob better not join them. I need to work on him to make sure he's sticking with us.

I like Todd a lot too. I hope he doesn't choose Sierra's side. He seems pretty down to earth so I hope he sees how terrible Sierra is.

[Lex van den Berghe]

In other news Tara's a guy and no one really gives a fuck at all.

The actual surprise for me was that Bob Dawg was just Bob Dawg'd. Didn't expect that to happen so soon

[Lex van den Berghe]

Sierra 4:48 am
i dont even think she is that good looking
but there is something abt her
i guess
:-P
lol i have no idea yo
wish i could help ya
hold on
i neeeeeeeed weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
brb :-P
oh wait

Candice 4:49 am
k

Sierra 4:49 am
i got it right here :-)
BACK!
lol

Look at this. Who in their right mind would align with this?

Awful.

[Lex van den Berghe]

Oh btw I'd like to say hello to Sierra if/when she eventually reads my confessional.


Hello Sierra! ;D

[Lex van den Berghe]

Sierra 11:32 pm
i seem to have this thing abt me where i think if ppl know me it's a bad thing


HMM REALLY SIERRA WHY COULD THAT BE

[Lex van den Berghe]

Ughhhh challenge extension. That's gonna screw us. Why can't people just meet deadlines!

I bet Brett and some of the rest of the Feng cry babies whined yet again! (:

[Lex van den Berghe]

Rupert 7:09 pm
you there?
I came up with an idea and realized it wasn't such a good one



An example of Rupert's brilliant contributions

[Lex van den Berghe]

Ugh, Rupert.

Brett and him were talking about kidnapping and he asked to be kidnapped so that he gets a clue for "us". Then he realized it would give us minority for the vote and told Brett NOT to kidnap him.

Brett knows about the lines in our camp and asked Rupert who would go first if there was an UPRISING, me or Candice.

There's so many loudmouths on our tribe. Sierra obviously, Jimmy and Bryan tell everyone everything, Rupert's easy to extract information out of. It's frustrating.

Brett's probably thinking about kidnapping Rupert now in order to get me or Candice out. The fact that he wanted to know which one of us would go means that he wants one of us two gone. Not sure who it is. Probably me tbh. Although Candice was annoying her during the TB last round so maybe it's her. Who knows!

I have a pretty strong feeling that they're gonna kidnap Rupert just to be dicks. We should've kidnapped Darrah (:

I don't think our chances of winning this challenge are so hot anymore because of the extension, but if we do win I do NOT wanna kidnap Danielle. That would mean Bryan/Klein/Hays would be on our tribe. I can't deal with those three together.

[Lex van den Berghe]

Brett 2:19 pm
Steph/Jenna 2:16 pm
he was just saying to me last night boohoo hoo, we are going to lose, boo hoo hoo, my game is over, boo hoo hoo, how do I vote someone of 7 people ou tthat I like, boo hoo hoo, blh blah blah..... I ignored the whole thing and didn't reply to any of them.....
Bryan
is so annoying
that even JENNA
the sweetest
nicest
person
to ever play sum backstabby game
is annoyed by him
and hates him



lol'd.

ROB, STOP RUNNING YOUR MOUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING.

I don't see Rob lasting too long in this game. Everyone is annoyed with him. EVERYONE.

And the fact that he was whining about how it's tough for him to have to vote out one of the 7 of us isn't good. He's flipping. I know he is. Ugh

[Lex van den Berghe]

Talking to some people on Feng, mostly Brett. I'm pushing him to kidnap JIMMY. If they take Jimmy away from us for now that would make my life a whole lot easier.

I think I turned Alina against Sierra enough so I think she's on board with getting rid of her. Bryan's shaky but hopefully with his pal Jimmy gone he won't wanna be the only one to vote with Sierra.

Feng seems to be leaning towards taking Jimmy. This is assuming they'll win of course. If we lose and are able to easily take out Sierra, then maybe losing won't be such a bad thing.

[Lex van den Berghe]

Mannnn, we lost. I really thought it was creative/original enough to win. Feng's LOOKED nice but it was really just what people typically do for this challenge with cleaner cutting/pasting. If only my tribemates did something other than say "yeah pots and pans I like that" maybe we could've won

Rob was whining to everyone before results about how ours sucks and how we're gonna lose oh boo hooo

Thanks for inspiring confident Rob. Great to have you on our tribe. And next time you can create your own fucking shelter buddy!

[Lex van den Berghe]

Anyway, this votes gonna be really tough. I have no idea what will happen.

Obviously I'm going for Sierra. So are Candice and Rupert. I talked to Alina and Todd and they both SAY they're going for Sierra but I'm not sure. I know Todd has ties to her and Alina has ties to Todd apparently. If they vote Candice that would be so dumb. She's an asset challenge wise which is what's important right now. Sierra blew the second challenge for us and all she does is tear our tribe apart. Why would they keep her?

Sierra asked me who the vote is for and I said Alina. She says that's how she's voting. I don't believe her at all. She probably heard one way or the other that I'm pushing for her. I don't really give a shit. If she has no idea and gets voted out, I'm actually EXCITED for our confrontation. That'll be fun!

Jimmy is gone thank god. I wish he would defect! He bugs the shit out of me

Rob's the man in the middle right now unfortunately. I told him that we're all voting for Sierra so he says there's no reason for him NOT to vote for her...and there really isn't. For some reason he thinks HE'S the target even though he clearly isn't. That makes me want to vote him out because that'd be funny! If he's that nervous about being the target then he should jump on board with us and vote with the (hopefully) majority.

Candice was pissed to hear that Rob's possibly voting for her because they're old friends. She needs to start talking to Rob/Todd/Alina in order to save herself. I'm doing all the work here! Rupert's helping too actually. Unless Rupert's trying to be a snake and is gonna vote for me or Candice and in that case he can go fuck himself

I might buy a prize and use it for this. I have enough for a double null. I'd hate to waste my points this early though, especially since my ass doesn't seem to be on the line for this vote. If Candice goes though, I might be next. It'd probably be worth it. I can't have Sierra leading people around with her rumors and taking majority of our tribe. I would hate that. So much. She needs to die.

I won't really be surprised if it's me. Even if Candice and Rupert are in on it! They know not to trust me so they might try to kill me early. That would be terribly stupid on their part though. I'd be pissed if I was voted out now after I was the only one putting effort into this challenge, stayed up till like 5 am on the last challenge, and put a lot of work into the first challenge too.

HOPEFULLY it'll be unanimous and Sierra will go. I don't want rifts in the tribe yet. I've been trying to hold us together since the start of the game. All Sierra's done is break us apart.

[Lex van den Berghe]

Quick conversation with Todd about the vote. I like that he suggested keeping Sierra because everyone hates her. That's exactly what I would typically do. Todd's smart. I like him!

g1nger23 10:18 pm
what are you thinking for the vote?

Todd 10:19 pm
Not sure yet
I've heard a few names prior to the loss though

g1nger23 10:20 pm
which?

Todd 10:20 pm
All the girls actually

g1nger23 10:20 pm
mhm
thats what i figured it would be

Todd 10:20 pm
One of the girls?

g1nger23 10:21 pm
i figured all three of their names came up
i've heard candice or sierra
but the thing is
sierra/rob/jimmy
are super tight

Todd 10:21 pm
Alina was towards the beginning

g1nger23 10:21 pm
like
really really tight
and now that jimmy's gone
i think this is the best chance to break those three up
sierra's also CRAZY haha
i've had so many people in this game ask me to try to vote her out

Todd 10:22 pm
LOL
I've had a few
But she's so hated though
Shouldn't we wanna keep her around as a target?

g1nger23 10:22 pm
normally i would say absolutely yes
but i really feel like she's the type of person we dont wanna keep around
i think people are annoyed enough with jimmy and rob
that we can try to keep those two around or something haha
sierra's just gotta go
and candice is so strong at challenges
we've been doing great
i think we gotta continue

Todd 10:23 pm
Getting rid of Candice might make us continue to lose

g1nger23 10:24 pm
yeah exactly
thats why we gotta keep her

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