Post by Colleen Haskell on Apr 30, 2011 23:36:48 GMT -5
Bryan aka Jase 11:41 pm
im so nervous if i dont win immunity, im gonna get booted
just cause klein left
Bella B 11:43 pm
first off, who's on your tribe?
Bryan aka Jase 11:43 pm
curtis, hays, jeff, jenna, austin, me
Bella B 11:44 pm
do you think you're gonna beat Curtis at a puzzle?
Bryan aka Jase 11:44 pm
doubt it but i dont wanna go to RI
and curtis is a snake
and i guarantee jeff will vote me
Bella B 11:45 pm
I don't believe you're seriously calling Curtis a snake
Bryan aka Jase 11:45 pm
why?
Bella B 11:46 pm
did you or did you not vote Erin out the game and lie to her about doing so until the vote was revealed?
Bryan aka Jase 11:47 pm
I told you I made a mistake cause i was trying to look out for her feelings, but i felt bad about it, tell me this though, did curtis ever apologize for malaysia?
Bella B 11:47 pm
to me?
Bryan aka Jase 11:47 pm
yeah
Bella B 11:48 pm
no but I also knew that aligning with Lex wasn't the greatest of ideas
Bryan aka Jase 11:48 pm
are you guys actually hoping I get booted? :-(
Bella B 11:48 pm
I have talked to Rose enough to know that Curtis gets his kicks by being a backstabbing :-D bastard
yes you made a mistake by not thinking of being honest
but yet both Sierra and Erin were both trying to help you win your first game
and Sierra quit the game for you
Bryan aka Jase 11:49 pm
im gonna do whatever I can cause I'm not fucking over my consistency record
Bella B 11:50 pm
b/c you told her you were gonna quit
Bella B 11:50 pm
and now the real BRob comes out to play
Bryan aka Jase 11:50 pm
what do you mean?
Bella B 11:50 pm
Bryan aka Jase 11:49 pm
im gonna do whatever I can cause I'm not fucking over my consistency record
Bryan aka Jase 11:51 pm
i just dont wanna be prejury thats what i meant
Bella B 11:51 pm
normally we all get oh booooo hooooo I'm gonna quit ORG"s b/c I haven't won
I'm a horrible player
blah blah blah
that wasn't about you being pre-jury
you're out for BRob and that's it
I may be half-looney but I'm not fully lost yet
Bryan aka Jase 11:52 pm
i didnt tell andy i'd play to get 14th place
Bella B 11:52 pm
no one does
everyone plays to win
Bella B 11:52 pm
but you pull out the I haven't won card to everyone
and when you get booted out you go on the "I'ma quit ORG"s forever"
I had this great record on FB
blah blah blah
but in the back of your mind you're thinking okay how do I get them to fall for my bull so I can get them to help me win
well guess what
my gloves are off
if they don't boot you
and you make merge and I do too
I will be leading the charge to boot your ass right up out this game
trust and believe in that
b/c the way you've treated people is just downright not nice
Bella B 11:55 pm
and if no one else has *b/c I can't speak for them* but I'm tired of it
you don't treat people like that
we all have helped you along the way
b/c we liked you
Bryan aka Jase 11:58 pm
look... I'm not meaning to manipulate any of you into helping me, that's not it at all, and you can take that to the bank, cash it if you don't believe me. I messed up with the Candice vote I told you that, it's just emotionally, this game is getting to me and it's hard for me as a person to hide that, like I am not like that at all, even in my confessionals I don't have anything written saying "oh im gonna sucker all these people into helping me get to the end."
its the total opposite in my confessionals
Bella B 11:59 pm
no but you do it and that's the issue b/c I don't remember hearing or seeing you saying thank you to Sierra for what she did
have you apologized to Erin yet?
Bryan aka Jase 11:59 pm
you told me to wait a few days before i did
Bella B 11:59 pm
yeah that was almost a week ago now
Bryan aka Jase 12:00 am
and i thanked sierra for standing up for me on IM
Bella B 12:00 am
and I don't cash checks that will bounce as high as that one would
Bryan aka Jase 12:00 am
and ill apologize to erin when i see her on
Bella B 12:01 am
this game is pure emotion for almost everyone playing
so I don't want that as any sort of excuse
we all have some emotional involvement in this game
but we all know where to put it and to bring it when the time is right
Bryan aka Jase 12:02 am
well im sorry that I can't hide emotions, im telling you 100% as me, that i dont mean to make any of you feel used at all, like i know you're upset with me, and I can't stop you from being, but I just hate that im this antichrist that I didnt even mean to become ya know?
Bella B 12:03 am
you are by no means any sort of Anti-Christ
you may be public enemy #1 but you are no Anti-Christ
Bryan aka Jase 12:04 am
well what can I do to NOT be public enemy #1
Bella B 12:05 am
you are long past that
just b/c of your actions since then
b/c I've heard it all
I hear it from everyone
and I've kept my silence
Bryan aka Jase 12:07 am
well im just sorry about all of this, im just trying to get my point across that I didnt mean for any of this to happen
Bella B 12:07 am
if I were to believe that, either you're completely stupid or I am
and it's not me
im so nervous if i dont win immunity, im gonna get booted
just cause klein left
Bella B 11:43 pm
first off, who's on your tribe?
Bryan aka Jase 11:43 pm
curtis, hays, jeff, jenna, austin, me
Bella B 11:44 pm
do you think you're gonna beat Curtis at a puzzle?
Bryan aka Jase 11:44 pm
doubt it but i dont wanna go to RI
and curtis is a snake
and i guarantee jeff will vote me
Bella B 11:45 pm
I don't believe you're seriously calling Curtis a snake
Bryan aka Jase 11:45 pm
why?
Bella B 11:46 pm
did you or did you not vote Erin out the game and lie to her about doing so until the vote was revealed?
Bryan aka Jase 11:47 pm
I told you I made a mistake cause i was trying to look out for her feelings, but i felt bad about it, tell me this though, did curtis ever apologize for malaysia?
Bella B 11:47 pm
to me?
Bryan aka Jase 11:47 pm
yeah
Bella B 11:48 pm
no but I also knew that aligning with Lex wasn't the greatest of ideas
Bryan aka Jase 11:48 pm
are you guys actually hoping I get booted? :-(
Bella B 11:48 pm
I have talked to Rose enough to know that Curtis gets his kicks by being a backstabbing :-D bastard
yes you made a mistake by not thinking of being honest
but yet both Sierra and Erin were both trying to help you win your first game
and Sierra quit the game for you
Bryan aka Jase 11:49 pm
im gonna do whatever I can cause I'm not fucking over my consistency record
Bella B 11:50 pm
b/c you told her you were gonna quit
Bella B 11:50 pm
and now the real BRob comes out to play
Bryan aka Jase 11:50 pm
what do you mean?
Bella B 11:50 pm
Bryan aka Jase 11:49 pm
im gonna do whatever I can cause I'm not fucking over my consistency record
Bryan aka Jase 11:51 pm
i just dont wanna be prejury thats what i meant
Bella B 11:51 pm
normally we all get oh booooo hooooo I'm gonna quit ORG"s b/c I haven't won
I'm a horrible player
blah blah blah
that wasn't about you being pre-jury
you're out for BRob and that's it
I may be half-looney but I'm not fully lost yet
Bryan aka Jase 11:52 pm
i didnt tell andy i'd play to get 14th place
Bella B 11:52 pm
no one does
everyone plays to win
Bella B 11:52 pm
but you pull out the I haven't won card to everyone
and when you get booted out you go on the "I'ma quit ORG"s forever"
I had this great record on FB
blah blah blah
but in the back of your mind you're thinking okay how do I get them to fall for my bull so I can get them to help me win
well guess what
my gloves are off
if they don't boot you
and you make merge and I do too
I will be leading the charge to boot your ass right up out this game
trust and believe in that
b/c the way you've treated people is just downright not nice
Bella B 11:55 pm
and if no one else has *b/c I can't speak for them* but I'm tired of it
you don't treat people like that
we all have helped you along the way
b/c we liked you
Bryan aka Jase 11:58 pm
look... I'm not meaning to manipulate any of you into helping me, that's not it at all, and you can take that to the bank, cash it if you don't believe me. I messed up with the Candice vote I told you that, it's just emotionally, this game is getting to me and it's hard for me as a person to hide that, like I am not like that at all, even in my confessionals I don't have anything written saying "oh im gonna sucker all these people into helping me get to the end."
its the total opposite in my confessionals
Bella B 11:59 pm
no but you do it and that's the issue b/c I don't remember hearing or seeing you saying thank you to Sierra for what she did
have you apologized to Erin yet?
Bryan aka Jase 11:59 pm
you told me to wait a few days before i did
Bella B 11:59 pm
yeah that was almost a week ago now
Bryan aka Jase 12:00 am
and i thanked sierra for standing up for me on IM
Bella B 12:00 am
and I don't cash checks that will bounce as high as that one would
Bryan aka Jase 12:00 am
and ill apologize to erin when i see her on
Bella B 12:01 am
this game is pure emotion for almost everyone playing
so I don't want that as any sort of excuse
we all have some emotional involvement in this game
but we all know where to put it and to bring it when the time is right
Bryan aka Jase 12:02 am
well im sorry that I can't hide emotions, im telling you 100% as me, that i dont mean to make any of you feel used at all, like i know you're upset with me, and I can't stop you from being, but I just hate that im this antichrist that I didnt even mean to become ya know?
Bella B 12:03 am
you are by no means any sort of Anti-Christ
you may be public enemy #1 but you are no Anti-Christ
Bryan aka Jase 12:04 am
well what can I do to NOT be public enemy #1
Bella B 12:05 am
you are long past that
just b/c of your actions since then
b/c I've heard it all
I hear it from everyone
and I've kept my silence
Bryan aka Jase 12:07 am
well im just sorry about all of this, im just trying to get my point across that I didnt mean for any of this to happen
Bella B 12:07 am
if I were to believe that, either you're completely stupid or I am
and it's not me